Where has my dream gone?
Where has my dream gone? I often ask myself in the past two years. I keep busy in everything, but it appears that I lost myself in the work.
“Yes, work experience is very important to my career! “ I tell another me inside. Every time I was persuaded by myself like this. When I have a new idea, two consciousnesses will fight for my decision: aggressive one and conventional one. Most of time later wins the battle. I have to admit that I am a common man with common sense, but I really don’t want to have a common life. I just lack of courage to realize them. “Why not? Just do it”, many people will encourage me with this word. In fact, my situation may be more serious than you guys thought. I always deduced my dream to be ridiculous. I spare too much time in thinking of details of my dream and all the details are disavowed by conventional one in the long run. I even enjoyed daydream and its evaporation! It’s really terrible thing to me!
Where has my dream gone? Where is my way in life? Just come as I am or decide to make every dreams come true. They are fighting again……